February 2012
679 posts
Suicide isn't selfish, it’s selfish to want...
Getting ready to go over my grandmother's house...
The Only Friend I Have and Every Reason That I Am... →
Vastness of the Sea: I am only words. →
tothewatersedge:
I am letters and spaces, lines and holes. These words make me, they encode my being, they determine my strengths and weaknesses, my physical features, my personality and talents. My life is a story; my life is a jumble of words on a piece of paper. I am empty words and empty promises and goals and…
friend: why do you cut your wrists?
me: because they're not as ugly as the rest of me, and that's just not fair to them...
This is my own fucking fault, I brought all of...
No matter how carefully you choose your words,...
fake-smile-less-questions:
I always need someone to talk to, but i feel bad about talking about my problems. People have there own problems and don’t need mine as well. Keep it in and bleed it out from now on, i don’t want to be a problem for anyone.
its tuesday so ask me creepy, person or sexual... →
Suicide Attempt
Brother: Don't do that again! You're lucky - you could've died!
Me: (small smile and nod) 'Kay.
Me (inside): What the fuck?! The point of me doing it was to fucking die! Hell yeah I could've died... That was the goddamned point! Jesus Christ, don't any of you get it?! I did it because I wanted to die, not to return home and be watched constantly and be told how lucky I am that I didn't die! The point of taking the goddamn pills was to die - I'd be lucky if I died. So I'm not lucky that I lived, bitch. I'm just a goddamned failure that can't do anything right... I can't even kill myself right!