December 2011
510 posts
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I think I’m done. For real this time. I’ll keep my blog up so that when I’m older, I can look at it and stuff, but I think I’m done posting stuff. Nobody really looked anyway. Anyway, I don’t have the energy or the time. I wish you guys could be my actual friends instead of my Tumblr followers, but I guess I’m just meant to be alone. And that’s perfectly...
I understand now.
When you see my number pop up on your fancy new phone instead of your perfect boyfriend’s or one of your real friends, you are filled with a sense of dread. “Oh, it’s her. I wish she’d stop trying to talk to me. I can’t believe she’s really my friend. I mean, isn’t this obvious? She’s ugly as fuck with no friends and I’m beautiful and perfect...
It’s okay, guys. I found something better than cutting or burning - BURNING THE CUT! Hell yeah, that should really make me feel something…
I really can't do this anymore...
I’m just a lost girl trying to make it through the world. Yes, I’ve had a hard life, but so what? It’s not like I’ve known anything different. I can’t change it in any way. And quite frankly, I truly have nobody that I can talk to about anything. Not that anybody would care enough to listen. It just hurts so much, and I don’t know what to do anymore. I really...
You can't save someone if they're already dead...
“I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second...”
Why does nobody care about me? What did I ever do...
tothewatersedge:
The worst way to make a cutter stop cutting is to tell them, “if you cut, I’ll cut.”
The worst way to make an eating disordered person eat is to say, “if you won’t eat, I won’t eat.”
It just adds to the guilt. We never meant to hurt anyone but ourselves, and now everyone around us is clinging to us as we drown.
This is about me. Not you.
lettherightoneinto asked: You're mentally sick or something? Stop to cut yourself and live your fucking life dude, cut yourself is not a solution for anything, it just make scars in your body but inside of you nothing will change, just stop.
